Cycle of life

She is going about her life knowing who is control.
Taking care of daily needs at this season in her life.
And then. It all stops and changes paths.
What now Dear Lord.
The purpose.
The path.
The message.
The lesson.
I know you did not intend for it to end this way.
Why?
I do not understand what it is you would have me do.
Once again, going about my life knowing who is in control.
Taking care of daily needs in this season of my life.
What now Dear Lord.
What would you have me do know?
The purpose.
The path.
The message.
The lesson.
Direct me Oh Lord.
According to your plans.
I surrender to you.